petitemaman

"Sacre Bleu! Where are the entries!?!" You cry, in your best French accent.

Never fear, they're here. Mais, they are under "Friends only" setting. All that means is that we must befriend eachother on our LJ, so dont dispair. If I've invited you to read this craziness of a journal and I will friend you tout suite.

And dont worry. The journal isnt entirely full of cheesy french phrases ;)

July 1 about 7:30 pm. The little pink line shows up.

I AM PREGNANT.

This is not a surprise, but still a heck of a surpise. And I'm already freaked out that I've maimed it.

We decided in May that we'd go for it, we'd try to start out little family. So off the pills, and onto the ovulation calculators. During this time I was going to the dr. about chronic pain in my arm, tendonitis or something of that sort. Still dont know. I knew i was going in for an x-ray thursday, so on Wednesday I took a test and it came up negative. So...I go get x-rayed, thankfully wearing a lead apron at all times, but STILL. I freakin' go exposing us to radiation in its first few weeks of living! What a terrible mother!

But by the end of this week I'm wondering why I'm so tired, obsessed with cheese enchiladas, and still no sign of that nuisance we all get. So I looked up false negative tests and decided, what the heck, I'll try again.

One line means nothing. Two means...there's two of you!

I got a very faint at first, but nevertheless very THERE second line.

I am really happy, and really scared. And now I think of that x ray and think "WHY WHY WHY!?!?!?"

I called my dr's emergency line and the dr on call told me that there was little risk- I was wearing the apron and the x ray was on my arm. BUT STILL....I'm kinda freaked out....Did I just hardboil the little thing?

This is gonna be a long 8 months...........